persephone

by Kalyja Rain

I’ve been thinking about dying way too much for my liking

Made it in to my blood

Is the door still open

Cuz I can’t hold it

No, I can’t hold it

I’m a Brick wall baby

In a house that’s caving

Maybe I can’t save ya

No more

Walk ten miles

Just to meet your daughter

But she wasn’t where you left

Her before

You keep on praying to a god

That you said listens

I don’t hear nothing but the..

I keep on praying

For a lover that’ll listen

I don’t hear nothing but the air

And it’s all just made up in my head

Made up in my head

Made up in my head again

it’s all just made up in my head

Made up in my head

Made up in my head again

I been thinking about all of the ways

I am fragile and fighting   

Made it in

To my blood stream

Is the door still open

Cuz if I cant hold it

Putting flowers on the dashboard

Smoking out my car

Talismans

To keep me breathing

Shaking on the floor

Think I’m losing my grip

Persephone you

Keep me waiting

Everything

will live

If we don’t believe it

She says

Don’t go out tonight

Every time I lived

I died

Every time I lived

I died

And it’s all just made up in my head

Made up in my head

Made up in my head again

it’s all just made up in my head

Made up in my head

Made up in my head again

it’s all just made up in my head

Made up in my head

Made up in my head again